The Center

Hooray. My doctor has set up an appointment for me at the Joslin Diabetes Center. I am looking forward to being amongst the latest and greatest people who deal with this disease. The trip to Boston should be fun-nice city, and it will be in the fall-apparently they book far out. I am having a hard time keeping good solid track of my numbers-but I know I need to do this in order for my slew of healthcare professionals to realize what works for me and what doesn't. I'm not sure if it is hard for me to fit it into my schedule to write down all of my carb intake, and my boluses, and all of that, or if I am avoiding the work that will show that I am off track. My numbers have been better since I have been on the pump-but that is what I always say-I am doing good-better, etc. Rarely do I ever say I am not doing well or I am totally unhealthy. I fear that if I say it it will be true. And I have not had any complications from the disease yet. I hope never to have them. But am I kidding myself? This is a disease that will not go away. I am afraid to admit that someday it won't be as easy as it is now.
Not so much on the creative side-but I needed to write-it's been a while.
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